睡不着？睡太多？

aiks... 现在是凌晨三点三十四分了咯。。
睡不着咯。。。
T.T 可能是中午睡太多的原因吧。。

我这个人，你要我睡不着其实蛮难的咯。。
因为我是猪嘛，到哪里都可以睡的。。

其实我十二点多就开始睡了。。
竟然到现在还睡不着。。
应该是第一次吧？

突然间让我想起以前的事~
还蛮有趣的。。

小时候，我一直把它当成不堪回首的一件事情。。
但是渐渐的，我觉得越来越可爱。。
可以用可爱来形容吗？？哈哈。。

小六的某一天，
如常的搭巴士回家。
如常的等最后一个上车，
因为很快就下车。。

上车不久，
突然间，那只‘大声公’兼‘大头先生’
在巴士里大喊着，
‘ xxx 喜欢甘丽莹’。。。
一直重复又重复。。

当时，还小
真的不懂如何反应。。
惟有不睬他。。
当时我连那个xxx是谁都不懂咧！！

那时真的真的觉得有点委屈。。
比起委屈，应该是超尴尬的！！！

这时，我第一次觉得回家的旅程是多么的漫长！！！
明明我的destination是最近的！！
arghh..

都怪那个大声公。。=。=
他到我下了巴士，还不放过我！！
还一直往窗外大喊！！
aiks

不过想在回想，当然很不一样咯。。
会觉得蛮搞笑的。。
哈哈。。

那次过后，
我知道那个喜欢我的人是谁了
不过，我竟然怕他。。
甚至避开他。。
其实我们根本不同班，
也没谈过天，
更加没交集咯。。

但是预见他的时候，
真的是自动反射地尽量避开~
哈哈，现在我会想，干嘛避开啊？
XD

虽然当时带来了点困扰给我
但是，现在拿出来回味下也不错~
哈哈哈。。。

不知道现在他还好吗？XD
可惜找不到他的非死不可。。
呵呵~

爱与不爱

「爱与不爱」

作詞∶黄威尔

作曲∶黄威尔

歌∶黄威尔

天天一起看海 脱离现实的存在

我们牵手拥抱 填满了空白 很愉快

和你一起计划将来 做你最好的依赖

但未来没有来 打算打不开

沉默暗示你不想等待

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛

我们都无话可说

有过多少快乐 就有多少痛 都在揪着

当爱与不爱一样让人心痛

不要松开我的手

故事走到最后 也许还没最后

不要带走 你的天空

爱情已被现实摔坏 痕迹都留不下来

我们像是小孩 现在才明白

眼泪诉说你想要离开


**这首歌黄威尔演绎得太棒了！那种慵懒，无奈的感觉实在很有feel.. nice song~

Internship

Aiks, long time din write English post..
Felt my English dah berkarat =.=||

So fast, already 2 months since the day I started my internship in Selayang.
Well, I think almost everyone already blog about it after 2-3 days ba?
haha.. But now only I blog it out. =p
No choice la, I write blog see feel one.. hahaha..

I still remember the first day I went to "Syndes Technologies", Jen (my supervisor + director AKA boss) asked us (include another intern student from UTAR-Huan Yang) to format our PC. That time only got 3 persons work in that office. Which is my boss, Huan Yang and me! haha.. actually still got 2 permanent staff at client side. Then 1st day, Jen dah nak pigi Singapore!(If not mistaken) LOL... After she settle down some work for us, then she gone off.. XD

First day only format, set up programs, etc etc...Then after that, fuiyo... Susah betul.. start to do PHP thingys with postgreSQL.. O.O|| That time I really learnt a lot a lot a lot......... Because I really know only 1-2% of PHP before going to intern. wao, I need to read and understand thousand lines of code before I started to edit the website. ><"

From there, I've learnt PHP coding, Java script, CSS, HTML, postgreSQL.. Just after 3 days, I felt that what I learnt from internship is more than 2 years I study in UM.. =.=|| Then, after this project, she asked me to in charge sth which needs to use VB.NET.....walao a.... I totally 0% for this lo.. Super stress when I'm doing this.. She asked me to insert data in text file to database. And each data text file at least got 10Mb..=.=||||| Then before that she already said want to pass something for me to do about WPF- Windows Presentation Foundation.. But then till now oso haven pass that. Maybe WPF more on R&D gua~

After that, she gave me a new assignment regarding openGTS (Open Source GPS Tracking System). Maybe I do said that I really dont like VB, and she oso felt that I do VB very slow, then she gave me a new assignment in JAVA language. Finally, I can touch Java.. BUT actually not easy to edit the existing code! Especially when I need to change a better UI for it.. T.T

After some editing and set up, she asked me to present to all of us. Oh ya, at that time, 1 month already gone, and 2 new intern students has came in, which are lee ping and wil yoke from UKM. Actually not bad to learn openGTS. But after presentation, she got another assignment for me to do. I need to edit something in ASP.NET..wao! Finally I touch this!

That assignment is to edit some link for few pages only, then after that start to give me something difficult. Which needed to do some XML code also! She want the website able to email the customer after some clicks~ then the email got some button so that customer can click it and get some points for themselve leh... Which means I need to update their points after they had click the button! =.=|| susah betul..

Finally, I've done this too.. Then after that, she wants me to in charge another thing now! Which is Windows Mobile Application (in c#). Luckily its c# not VB.. Because c# almost same with java, just the library is not the same only. And my boss said she felt that I quite fast to adapt in .NET, so I have to in charge in this application now. Quite fun to develop this application. Just one thing is super duper ma fan. When the program needs to connect with database, it cant straight forward connect it, and must gone through with Web Referrence! This is the thing makes me headache.. =.=|| Everything I need to call from database, I need to write the code to call it, then my windows mobile apps only can get the data from the web referrence!! aduh..

But after I touched .NET projects, I really know a lots for visual studio. From a Super NOOB become I know how to debug it and solve the solution by myself already. XD I felt I'm so lucky to be in this such a small company. Because I really can learn MANY MANY THINGS!! ^__^

Hope the coming 4 months I can learn more more more than that! XD