伤心是会传染的

我感受到他的痛
看到他这样，我也想哭 T.T

为什么要在我面前忍着，
为什么不要跟我说？

看到你这样，我的心也开始痛了
我怪自己为什么那么迟钝。。

为什么没有发现到
是你伪装得太好吗？

别再在我面前伪装了。。
难道我不可靠？

认识了你这么久，
看到你这样
但是却帮不到你。。
连安慰的机会也不给我
T.T

对不起，
我知道我是个木头
不爱说话。。

但是我肯向你保证
我绝对是个很好的聆听者

只要你愿意说，
我的耳朵随时都会是属于你的！

我知道，
再怎么坚强的人，
也会有难过的时候。。

因为我发现，
原来我们都是同一种人

所以我会等。。
等到你愿意告诉我为止。。

:'(

帅到爆炸！

方大同自弹自唱
"Billie Jean"
帅到~~~

Although is tiring but it is worth

Today I got 3 wars..(actually is 3 meeting la)

1. CC Trip
2. MIB Meeting (Malam Irama Budhi)
3. PTCC Post Mortem

Yesterday I'm really very very very emo. Especially when I saw 'somebody's blog'.
I felt so sad, so stress, so... dunno how to say...
just feel that...
Can I just dun care about it anymore?
Can I run away from there?
Can I just close an eye, and let it be?
Can I ............

Too many things I wanna "tao bi" (escape)..
But I know I can't.
I know must make it right, if not I will regret for it.

Suddenly a msg from our ex ex Dai Lou (Chen Ye)
He said he wants the cc t-shirt and ask me how's the PTCC.
I told him that tis yr PTCC is not that good. And there's a prob on juniors and seniors site.
Then he said,
"in my point of view, PTCC is our 'family' activities, dun make it like PTUM or what ever project in UM.. PTCC is for CC member to gather, good or not good not so important, as long as we unite under one roof"
After his words, I suddenly "awake"!
Ya lo! The main purpose of PTCC is to link the CC member together to run a project. But not just want to make it success then only run for it!

So, I must attend the PTCC post mortem.. I must pass this msg to everyone of them..
I really feel released after these 3 meeting..Especially the PTCC post mortem.. cause I get to pass the 10th spirit to them.. Hope they really get dao our 10th spirit..
Why I willing to sacrifice my time to help CC running the project or whatever things? Not because I'm the vice president of the CC board.. Is that I really love my CC very much.. I love 10th CC.. In here, I can found another family..

Although this 3 "wars" is tiring.. But it is really worth for it.. For the CC trip, at least we set the venue and settle all the accomodation, transportation problem. (Although haven 100% settle la) And really thanks to YiYen and PikYee who willing to take this job.. Xie Xie Ni Men... And also Ah Fei!!!! He helps us alot...really alot alot alot... Thanks...

For the MIB meeting, finally we came out an idea for the title..^^ and from there, it really influence me that, we joined activity is not to stress ourselves to make this event to be grand or what ever. We are trying to do an event together, learn from each other, to gain more knowledge and the most important is to enjoy the moment!! And do not always forget the main PURPOSE to run this event. ^^

I felt released after these 3 meeting. Now, I can concentrate on my study and don't forget the main purpose we come here is to study. So, GANBATTE ya!!! ^^

*Argh...still got OS Assignment.. ><"...and also thx to the one who lend me his shoulder..=p

犯贱

有时候
我发觉我真的很犯贱

自己拿来烦的。。

明明可以躲在贝壳里
干嘛要作践自己
出来弄到满身是伤？

唉。。
闲的时候，真的蛮享受忙碌的生活
因为一忙，时间真的过得很快
什么都不用去想。。

但是一忙起来，
一大堆东西要我理的时候，
开始会很pek chek。。
会开始不想讲话。
会时常发呆。。
连笑也笑不出。。

有时候，
真的感觉到肩膀背着太多东西了。。
（难怪会驼背。。lol）
我这人真的很奇怪。。
对于一些事情，
真的无法置之不理。。
因为我知道，
如果我不理，
我会像上次一样后悔。。

想到这里，
就开始想回家。。
看到家人就会抛开所有烦恼
去享受跟他们一起欢笑的时光
很久没有home sick了。。
还好过几天就能回家。。
暂时抛开多多烦恼的我吧！

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Sing to your love one.. ^^ very "lam"~ XD

放手

我觉得
我现在就好像是个妈妈
看着自己的小孩在学走路

不敢放开他的手，
害怕他会跌倒。。
但是若不放手，
他永远都不会学成功。。

难道真的要看着他跌？
说真的。。
我真的不忍心。
我做不出！

可是，若我不放手，
他们永远都学不会走路。。
永远都只会依赖我们。。

昨天，我释怀了。。
我决定放手。。
因为，我已经到达我的极限。。
我脑里的绳子
突然 "pak" 的一声。。
断了。。

算了吧，就放手吧！

Super Busy Week!

Monday 12/10
- CCNA assignment due date
- English Presentation

Tuesday 13/10
- Database assignment
- Info skill presentation

Wednesday 14/10
- Thinking skill presentation
- PTCC

Thursday 15/10
- Web Programming Assignment due date

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Monday 19/10
- Web Programming Presentation

Tuesday 20/10
- Info skill report
- Database project

NICE AH~~~~
*THUMBS UP!!

Mid中Autumn秋 Festival节

Suddenly feel like wanna greet all my friends..


May Rui, Si Yan, Yun Kwan, Tuck Sean, Ming Lit, See Ngah

Eric, Kok Jeng, Li Xin, Sze Yen, Yin Fong, Carl Miew

Mei Sham, Hui Lin, Ngai Teng, Huen Cheang, Sze Hui, Mei Ting

Yaw Tsong, Wan Ping, Chai Wen, Pei Yen, Voon Chai, Hui Shan

Peggy, Soon Then, Ban Seng, Wai E, Yee Ping, Yee Xin

Theng Way, Kiat Ong, Jie Jian, Wee Hao, Pn Tai (treat her as friend =p)


UM friendsssss (terlalu banyak..)


Xia Xiang friendssss


Wish u all have a nice nice Mid Autumn Festival!!
Miss u all~ ^^